Yep. That's right. I want to forget my life in the Philippines. Well not all of it, obviously. I just wanna move on and stop whining. I've been moping and killing myself since I've moved here in Canada. It wasn't pretty. There was a countless nights of tears. I drowned myself in cold depression. Basang sisiw, ba? I was a pathetic loser. (Ndi ako Emo ha? Eew.)Thinking all about it, still makes me shudder.

But whatever, you know? I'm fine now. I'm back my senses, hopefully. You'll never guess what I did to make a one selfish step closer to my goal. Up to now, I'm not sure if it was the right decision or not. It was either the stupidest or bravest thing I've ever done. With a ten SMS remaining on my cell, I broke up with my 1 year and 5 months LD best boyfriend I've ever had.