I am so clueless on what’s been happening to me right now. Hello? Anyone. Feel free to knock me over. Okay? Please wake me up. For some reason I always had a crush(?) on a guy that I just met for the first time. An infatuation? Blergh! Remember the Spanish kid that I said I liked? Well, it turned out that he’s a umm. not that inspiring, no offense. Well the thing is, he’s always late and absent im class. Who would like a guy like that?
"Reading back my old posts about him, makes me wanna barf. Double blergh."
Anyways, that’s not the point. This Sunday, I went to my friend’s Baptist Church and she introduced me to HER crush. I dont know. :S Its awkward and strange although I felt at ease and confident talking to him (not a normal reaction that you'd get from me, seriously.) To be honest, he’s a cool guy, a religious one too. Plus he’s IN French Immersion (which means he’s smart.) He’s a little bit “White”-washed, he doesn’t know how to speak in he’s mother tongue-Mandarin, but other than that, he’s ALL good. The only problem is, my friend likes him- WHOLEY a lot. I don’t think I have any right or in any position to like him at all. He’s pretty awesome, and this time, I really, really feel like he’s the right guy to fall for. He's no joke. I dont know.? I'm confused. It's too early to judge. Maybe I’m suffering from Like-At-First-Sight-Syndrome all over again, who knows what’s happening to my mumble jumbled insides. Oh, what the heck. I’ll just see and relies on what destiny has on his plate for me. I hope it’s him but if he isn’t, it’s still all good. Or is it? 0 comments
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